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Radically change the way you care for yourself + your body.

I gently live and practice on the land where the Bow and Elbow Rivers meet, Mohkinstsis. Traditional territories of the Niitsitapi (Blackfoot) and the people of Treaty 7 which includes the Siksika, the Piikani, the Kainai, the Tsuut'ina, the Îyârhe Nakoda, and Métis Nation. My practice is an all-inclusive practice supporting and honouring the identities of all.

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The earth called me here Through the portal of m

The earth called me here

Through the portal of my moms womb

To birth

To offer

My medicine

To open

To receive

My lessons and gifts

To embody wild innocence, expressing my sweet and wise nature

To fully feel my hearts my wombs longing for this life

To breathe my truest desires to life

To feel the pulse of Her having her way with my body, my blood, my bones, my cells

To soften and open into the chaos of the void opening to Her mysteries

To be fully alive fully human

Heart open

Legs spread wide

Womb soft

In service

🩸💦 Just taking my sweet and slow time meetin

🩸💦 Just taking my sweet and slow time meeting myself after this apocalyptic rebirth 💦🩸

Surrendering to the Feminine, the ego deaths are an unending journey. Spiralling from one layer to the next. Unveiling my truer self each time.

I chose this. This is what I am devoted too. Total participatory surrender to Her, dying as many times as I needs to happen, to become what it is to be fully human.

This has been the slowest I’ve ever moved in my life.

No alarm clock.

No holding other people. No touch other people. No caring for anyone else but me.

My system is eating it up.

My body and nervous system is expanding, growing into my full massive all encompassing size.

Taking up all the space I need to be my truest fullest expression in this go around on earth.

Biggest truths for me right now:

-laying in the sun naked every day has resurrected my body and soul

-I am so HAPPY I am not a RMT anymore. My RMT license was a chain around my neck keeping me locked in a box where zero transformation or alchemy is possible

-being in deepest service to my medicine means prioritizing teaching. Not using all my time and energy for 1on1 work. I’ve put 16,000 hours into 1on1 sessions, my time is best used now in teaching aspect where more people can access me and the wisdom I carry

-my essence moves so slow, like a massive old Buffalo slowly taking its time moving across the earth, carving its path through the forest

NECTAR is back juicier sweeter and more potent than ever. My self v u l v a and v a g i n a l practice has deepened in my time off and I can’t wait to share what I’ve opened up to with you all May 23 9am PST link in bio to sign up

I have seriously taken my time marinating in FLESH + BLOOD my online community. She will be dropping in June. I am really happy I didn’t rush her out, I will be dropping more details about her in the coming weeks. For those of you who have applied I will be reaching out to invite you to a chat about her.

💦🩸

Im working on a friends circumcision scar tonight.

Im working on a friends circumcision scar tonight.

Scar tissue work is so dear to my heart.

Scars are deeply misunderstood tissue in our world.

We want to break them up, get rid of them. We are at war with scars to have them broken down and disappear.

Being at war with anything, especially our flesh, solidifies it even more in the body. Reinforces hardness contraction density dehydration stagnancy.

I work with scars gently, slowly integrating the layers of dense collagenous fascia back into the healthy matrix that surrounds the scar. Working with scars is like speaking a different language. It’s a language of slow tender patience. Respecting the substance, the emotion, the history held in each scar. And allow everything that is within that tissue to unwind and integrate.

When we open up the restriction of scar tissue we open up endless possibilities for expression in the body. So that we may express our true selves on every level. We like to separate our body mind spirit so much in our current world. It doesn’t work like that. Restriction density in any where in our lives and our body represses and hold back flow and expression on all levels in our lives.

And this is exactly why I love touching and working with flesh so deeply. Because when we open up our tissue and bring ourselves home the possibility for transformation, the possibility for openness, the possibility for receiving in an open body is endless.

This will be my first time touching a body in 2 months. Feels good.

And no I’m not opening my practice up. 🩸♥️

Art @emi_makida_art

Grief and my moms death has shown me how truly mas

Grief and my moms death has shown me how truly massive my heart is.

How massive my love is.

I am in a place of really feeling and knowing in my body how deep of an opportunity and honour it has been to love my mom so fully. Yes her and I fought, and we fought one another hard. But as hard as we fought was as deep as loved.

Her death has shown me how cosmically massive my heart is. How much I truly care. How much I am willing to let go of and let die in honour of her journey.

Embodying this love and grief.

Not being shackled or victimized by it.
Not feeling shame that I should be “over it”

Fully feeling the waves of love and grief that come and softening into it.

Keeping my heart open in it.

Sharing my heart and her story.

Her dying journey was a major catalyst in the release/realization of how much love and truth I have and hold.

And the truth is I have held myself and my love back immensely.

Embodying this love and this grief, feeling it every single day, because it does not leave.

And weaving this medicine back into our world.

A series of softenings Tomorrow I turn 34 This t

A series of softenings

Tomorrow I turn 34

This trip to the coast was my bday present to myself

It has been a series of softenings, openings, slowing downs

This has been the slowest trip I’ve ever taken in my life

No alarm clocks

No driving like a speed demon to get there

I gave myself all the time in the world

No filling my schedule seeing clients or people I actually don’t want to see

Just space to slow down to enjoy my last two weeks of 33

To allow my body to recalibrate to the massive amount of space I’ve given myself in my life. No mortgage. No clients. No obligations. No taking care of anyone else but me.

Recalibrating to simply being.

Whoa.

It feels like I’ve taken in the biggest breath in my life, everything in my body has expanded and all my cells are settling in their new bigness, their new space, their new openness and softness.

A deep series of softenings.

7 hours of internal and external bodywork, so far...

No rushing. No goals.

All the time in the world to allow my body to unravel and soften under his hands.

Unlimited hours in the forest

Sitting with Her. Listening. Softening. Slowing down time.

Dropping layers. Dropping paradigms. Dropping so much bullshit.

A series of softenings allowing Her to gently penetrate every single part of me.

Filling me with this deeply slow, soft, graceful, maturity.

34 🩸

Appreciation as high art I have villainized my m

Appreciation as high art

I have villainized my masculine self deeply over the years

Made my masculine side of me into the bad guy, forceful, selfish, money/status driven, workaholic

And put all of my self responsibility on the deeply patriarchal colonized version of myself

I woke up this morning and thought what if instead of beating my masculine up constantly for all the wrongs I feel about myself and my life. What if. Instead I appreciated the fuck out of him.

Appreciatedthe immense about of dedication my masculine self has had to my path.

Appreciate how my masculine has taken care of me and got through to the other side of every underworld journey I’ve gone through

Appreciate how my masculine holds me deeply unlike anyone else has

This shift feels like a massive unearthing of deep love for myself. I’ve loved demonizing this part of me. Because demonizing my masculine fueled me because there is a part of me that loves the self torture.

Loving my masculine is appreciating all the fucking work I’ve done in this life so far and be inherently grateful for him. And not wishing that things were different. Seeing the perfecting in my life and surrendering into it.

Appreciating honouring and loving the exalted masculine within me. And truly seeing how unquestionably devoted this part of me has and always will be to my souls calling.

This changes the game.

I’m taking my birthday month off of all the socials. To appreciate every aspect of myself. Heading to the coast to start to look for property and receive about 12 hours of p u s s y massage.

🩸✨♥️

📷 @_infinitebody_ (that light orb is my mom ✨)

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